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STOMACH BOOK

by STOMACH BOOK

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1.
Animals 03:14
grace finds a place on an unforgiving face the black sheep attacked by the simple feeling that a name re arranged makes it feel a certain way the meat wants to see sinful electricity even through the pain animals cannot change dance with the skeletons and float away echoes thru the trees hear their voices singing come home with us my friend and we'll be at peace pray for a change a cocoon about to break but now you feel strange and the wings started to take shape eat and then die all your siblings cast aside too see with new eyes a world ready to despise you hear though unclear how the whispers start to cut through now but somehow you can feel that it's about you wow what a freak a pariah so to speak oh how could they seek to kill something so unique even through the pain animals cannot change dance with the skeletons and float away echoes thru the trees hear their voices singing come home with us my friend and we'll be at peace
2.
can you feel it yet? oh can you feel it yet? oh can you feel it, the pain of poppin' apathy? (x4) even when I scream aloud everyone dances to the sound ashes to ashes they all fall down *incoherent screaming* we're all just drinking out of cups waiting for the day when we can't get enough baby please, adore me, adore me I am living for your disease are you moving yet? oh are you moving yet? oh are you moving, the world is gonna fall apart! (x3) even when I'm bleeding out everyone gathers 'round the spout just tip me over and pour me out we're all just drinking out of cups waiting for the day when we can't get enough baby please, adore me, adore me I am living for your disease ...drinking out of cups waiting for the day when we can't get enough baby please, adore me, adore me I am living for your disease (you've only been at this for two years. why do you think you can do this alone? because nobody helps you? how narcissistic. either way, you'll have to. all your friends will leave you, but you will get what you want. and it won't make you feel anything. and that's ok. along the way you hope to find something that makes you happy, I guess. you haven't thought that far ahead. I don't even think you can. would you talk to a friend that way? you make me so angry. you are so strong and awesome. you can do anything. you can succeed in anything, because that's who you are.)
3.
did you do that to yourself? there's things we don't talk about (stop it, I don't like it!) everything, too loud everything, too loud (stop it, I don't like it!) drips down your neck she is in the floor everything, too loud everything, too loud (the little girl will not look at any of this stuff. she was looking backwards, at the little ones who were still inside of her, at the little one who is trying to stand up, the little one that's still crawling. At the little boys and the little girls who are still in there, at the ten year olds and the teenagers. And she was looking back at mommy, who still holds power to her and still holds the ring, and outside of them is anger. I'm angry. I'm angry that it's taking so many goddamn people to put me together again.)
4.
you hurt me you hurt me but it's all ok because I love you anyway how many how many times will it replay? a smash hit in my brain! knives too dull to cut are praying god's been away but they're gonna try I have no clue what you're saying I'm gonna lose my mind! dance the night away my feet float over the ground and cheerfully sway I feel that the end is drawing near so let me say my darling if you ever find my body, throw it in the lake so hungry so hungry tonight we will feast because your heart belongs to me so sorry so sorry you can't run away you see, there's no escape! knives too dull to cut are praying god's been away but they're gonna try I have no clue what you're saying I'm gonna lose my mind! dance the night away my feet float over the ground and cheerfully sway I feel that the end is drawing near so let me say my darling if you ever find my body, throw it in the lake. (throw it in the lake!!!!!!!!)
5.
Requiem 03:57
glass figurine how you move about the scene how you twist, how you bend to a song with no beginning or end pulled by the strings color absent from the scene but I hear a small cry "just let me die" in a dream state they're rearranging your face lingering, warm and sweet fingers feeling where your eyes used to be once, we were friends now we'll never meet again so adieu, so adieu I still love you comely puppet, oh comely puppet I'm searching for, that smile of yours but your head is filled up with cotton all your pleasant features have been forgotten comely puppet, oh comely puppet I'm waiting for, the big encore while the ash builds up in the ash tray you can run away, it all stays in place hey, mom and dad, I can see I made you mad run away, run away I can feel the cracks spread across my face I'm right on time, a doll enters at stage right lines I've learned, songs I've heard so familiar comely puppet, oh comely puppet I'm searching for, that smile of yours but your head is filled up with cotton all your pleasant features have been forgotten comely puppet, oh comely puppet I'm waiting for, the big encore while the ash builds up in the ash tray you can run away, it all stays in place (on that day, I became an adult.)
6.
Devils 02:24
nobody wants to hear your crying and in the morning they will get up and leave you're just a freak and you are dying waiting for something that you wanted to see nobody wants to hear your crying they wanna tear off all your limbs, bit by bit there will be no use in denying there is no rhyme or reasoning behind it I've got devils inside me right in there between my teeth stabbing needles in my brain scratching skin and leaving bloodstains sometimes I can't even breathe I just hear my head ringing lose hold of reality there is no way you can save me I've got devils inside me right in there between my teeth stabbing needles in my brain scratching skin and leaving bloodstains sometimes I can't even breathe I just hear my head ringing lose hold of reality there is no way you can save me
7.
Our Story 05:10
I see right through you the entrails that move you be not afraid his stomach is turning the page a voice cries out in despair is this death or a nightmare? in the end, who even cares? what big ears you have oh, it's all the better to hear you with what big teeth you have oh, it's all the better to eat you with! was it you, hiding underneath the bed? was it you, unraveling my thread? a voice cries out in despair is this death or a nightmare? in the end, who even cares? (you waste away!!!!!) a voice cries out in despair is this death or a nightmare? in the end, who even cares? I've always known, I'd die alone they'd cut up my stomach and fill it with stones now, we come apart at the seams (we'll forget) we'll forget who we used to be let's make our own story oh, this world is so confusing (and spinning and spinning) while it senselessly keeps turning we'll make our meaning!
8.
Ode 04:01
don't know how I'm gonna live this kinda way a little give a little take when I think of all the little tiny things "you know those cigarettes are gonna murder you someday" well they can wait their turn, I got a feeling that's the least of my concerns the more I describe it the more vague it gets we try to forgive we try to forget dreams are real to the one who's dreaming them "you know those cigarettes are gonna murder you someday" you know I hope they do, it might not be as bad as what I'm goin through oh, and it's not that you should care, I just wanted you to know I didn't think I'd go this easily oh, and it's not that you should care, I just wanted you to know I didn't think I'd go this easily now and then I try to mournfully dissolve problems arise problems are solved I'd appreciate it if you didn't get involved "you know you've been a little better lately" if you only knew I'd apologize for walking out on you oh, and it's not that you should care, I just wanted you to know I didn't think I'd go this easily oh, and it's not that you should care, I just wanted you to know I didn't think I'd go this easily
9.
everything, too loud
10.
In my little space Nothing changes I don't like this place I wanna escape this I made all those promises To distract myself from the meaninglessness Does anyone else see How scary it is to exist? One day you will die And everything you write Will be as pointless in death as it was when you Were still alive The screams of a tiny girl Are of no concern to the whole wide world No matter how loud If I disappear Who's to say That I was here? Though nothing will ever satisfy I wanna feel alive (I wanna feel alive)
11.
spill your guts, sing your heart out throw it all away forgive don't forget, ok? and I know that someday soon you'll look back on all this and you'll laugh forgive, don't forget! while you forgive, don't forget! ok? move along, move along, move along now even though your heart screams with regret when the night ends, when the night ends find a way to carry on! world keeps turning, undiscerning and it's dragging all of us along by the neck world keeps turning, we are burning all our bandages move along, move along, move along now even though your heart screams with regret pick yourself up, when the night ends find a way to carry on! move along, move along, move along now even though your heart screams with regret spill your guts, sing your heart out throw it all away forgive don't forget, ok? and I know that someday soon you'll look back on all this and you'll laugh forgive, don't forget! while you forgive, don't forget! so I hope we meet again so I hope we meet again someday!

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STOMACH BOOK began in between panic attacks in my dorm room at college. It has become a way for me to process trauma and explore the beauty in suffering. In my music, I hope to present the darkest parts of myself and the human experience, and hopefully it provides a catharsis that makes us all feel a little less alone.
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My music is usually free to download, but during the release of this I am trying to pay off my student loan debt, get a car, and move out of my parent's house so I can start my transition. Any additional money I can get from this is a huge help. If you truly want to download it and don't have the money, hit me up at @stomachbook66 on twitter, and I can get you a link to download it (assuming I see your message and have the executive function.)

Until next time, everyone. If you're reading this, I love you.

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released October 8, 2021

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